I think I haven't logged in for more than a year, maybe 2 years. Just because I think I have not even a trace of ceativity in me, I only can lots of stuff a little, but nothing very good, also in real life. I will browse some more again from now on
My view on the world has not improved, it even darkens every day. This world is being lived and being destroyed so obviously that our blindness has become perverse. Luckily there are still some people left who still have some real values in life, and I'm lucky some of them are my friends. I don't need many to be happy. Lots of people have lots of so-called 'friends', but when something terrible happens they have no one left. I rather have very few friends who I can trust blindly than have 100 selfsh human beings as 'friends' who only care about their car, celphone, bank account, sex, the exterior, ... this list is so painful.
And then I look at myself and see that I'm not better, I realised I've been messed up by this society, I'm full of mental flaws and I irritate people myself by my pessimism. I have locked myself up in my own world of games, virtual reality as a refugee from the reality. I'm weak, I always feel the need of people around me, but there are so few who understand what I mean.
If I have a purpose in this life it's certainly not here, but as long I have people who care about me I will be there. Is this the meaning of life?
Devious Comments
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It ain't about how hard you hit life, it's about how hard you can get hit by life and keep moving forward, how much you can take and keep moving forward
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"On the 7th day.. Shiva created Hashish..!"
(1200 micrograms - Hashish)
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How are you?
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"It's Getting Darker Than It Ever Was Before"
What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire deviant life, that there's something wrong with the story. You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad.
You take the blue pill, the story ends. Your browser closes and you believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in wonderland. And, I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.
I offer only the truth, nothing more.
Take: The Red Pill
Take: The Blue Pill
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comment, because you care.
share your love and not your hate.
love the artist, before yourself.
meditate on this.
Random Deviant
this is greatly appreciatde!
sb
Cheers.
Dave.
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Do all border towns look the same?
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